The past 5 months. Whoa.
I'd be lying if I told you that I wasn't terrified and tired down to my bones.
I don't even know how to write about it all - the emotions, the unknowns, and the reasons [there are so many whys behind this trip - I could tell you all of them if we sat down w/ a cup of hot tea].
I know I am ready for this...and not ready too. You know what I mean.
Also, have I mentioned that a production company is trying to sell our story to a TV network? We could be the next reality show, coming to a TV near you. We're not sure how we feel about that, but we're going with it.
Now whenever we do anything grumpy or dorky [like 2 nights ago when I randomly broke out into a super-embarrassing egyptian dance], Tim or I will say, "What if we were being filmed right now?" And then we laugh.